No more Musik og Teater- Højskole...

I am now in Odense, at my ex-roomate´s, Camilla´s house. Musik og Teater Højskolen is over. Well, for me anyways it is. Yesterday everybody said goodbye and went home. It was very emotional. There was a lot of hugs and tears, but for some reason I didn´t cry very much. I was almost getting worried that I didn´t have any feelings, that I didn´t really care at all, but I did, I so did. I loved it there at the school and I love everyone that was there with me, even though there were some I didn´t know as much as others, and I am going to miss them so much. I already do. I just don´t think it has sunk´in yet that I am not going back there. I am going to miss grumpy "good mornigs" in the morning, familiar smiles everywhere, group-sleepovers in the café, mejerisalen and TV-stuen, hygge in the café, watching movies for a whole lazy-day in the café without standing up more then 4 times during the day :o) and I will miss Camilla, my roomate. Last night I slept here at her house and it just felt wrong to sleep alone in a room. I will sleep here tonight as well. It has been so nice visiting here, and I have to say that Camilla´s father is THE BEST cook. These two nights we have eaten like at a 5 star restaurant. It really is food made with love :o)

At the samt time tomorrow I will be at home...

Enjoying the moment

I have been brainwashed.. by a musical! I have heard the songs from Twit´n shout!, the musical we are putting up (origginally called Hairspray), almost non stop for three weeks now and they are constantly on my brain. Last night Camilla, my roomate, woke up by me singing the final song from the musical... in my sleep! Can you believe that?? People have told me that i snore, and I have deffinetly talked in my sleep, but I don´t think I have ever sung in my sleep before.

It has been so much fun to show the musical though and I have just felt so good lately. I had this moment two days ago, when we were in the bus driving home efter a show in another town, where I realized that I was actually living in the moment, and enjoying it! It was such a great feeling. I just felt that I was totally happy where I was and I wouldn´t have wanted to be in any other place at that particular moment. And since then I have just felt very good and more or less lived in the moment. Maybe I have found the secret of enjoying the moment... I couldn´t put the secret into words though. Maybe I am just well on my way to find it. I will tell you when i find words for it :o)

Tomorrow it is familie- og venner- weekend (family- and -freind´s weekend) and almost everyone has family or friends or both that are going to come and see our last show. I think it is quite a shame that no one that I know is going to be here... But I think they are going to film it and maybe I can get a copy of it :o)

I have an afroe!

I have an afroe!! I am not kidding. I have a real afroe! Yesterday Nadja, this girl here at the school, used an hour on putting about 60 hairneadles (pins) in my hair while it was wet and then I went around with my hair all pined up the whole day and then she took it out, seperated the curls and put a LOT of hairspray in my hair, and then there was afroe. I was quite shocked when I looked in the mirror, since normally, as you know, I have very straight hair, and now it is just all over.
This change is for the musical which we are putting up, cause in it I am supposed to be a black person. All the actors are as white as can be but still about half of them are supposed to be black. It´s gonna be interesting to see if the audience actually gets it...